5:28am And at first I’m a bit repelled by those numbers, then somewhat inured. then
hmm
Idunnowatt
feelin pretty weird n neurotic about missing 3 while days of my liveblog to the ever so fastidiously wah-ha-weird Livemud6000 takin the rap, this month at least, over Liveblog3000 (on Loaded Pen) and a pool of barely Male-y stale-y barleycornishhensntoesnjinglenbows Trichotillomania’d-resistant is futile and youve been doin it anyway since late jr high so get over it in the clover it and if yeeyoo are new to me free to be you n me and yes i gotta Marlo Thomas thing or thin as Ricky Ricardo would say cuz i wus raized on TV which was last years kampfpüter folks cuz cuz cuz
well
as clear as the pin that is now acting as a nose on Marlo Thomas’ face
weeeereewolf baaaa-aaaack!
glug*
sheee-iiit
didnt take me that long. I thought I’d spend a helluvalotta oixels wranglin an aliveness out of Sir Liveblogness here.
And yes I’m lowballin my way thru weethout fuggin autucorrect, señiyorp
And yes dude n dudette I am freely keeping any n all typos I care to jus cuz n jus cuz n just cause n juster beeber n its a way i explore my Self and unlanguage my way thru the thicket of unhealed woundy eugenicy tyranny n that goes for grammer n weiting fuckin good cuz baby i write good n darlink i don juan to write better n chickee baby ur fly is down n n n n
How can I truly show the world my self yo salf art langoolash space silence bravery rugged individuality pure fuckin grit untouched scintillating sumptious suprsillyus vibrant no go zone to pioneer n pioweird n pioweener’d ugh
How can i write n not be my Self?
How can I love if I can’t love in this way?
This weird ass way that is me, that is beyond lameguage rules understandibility conprehendon con pre hemmed in, son
I Am a Wwwwwwriter
mayne
Caltial, er, Capital W is in
Wwwww2wwrither
I writhe alot.
Hey waddya doin?
Oh? Writhing.
I do not nor understank socalled writers blo — shit dude I refuse to grace that fake as eord doncept Spell!! by sayin it n sprayin.
Cock blücj is mor like it!
Those engaging in illicit fake acts of, shit I’ll fuckin say it
they kinky
they preverts
they induuulge in withholding, mayne. they pinché tu madre gettin off on not gettin off only to get off on writing about it
they writing bout not writing
ALOT!
sheeeiit
I do not nor relate to writing better.
I do not, here. Read My Shiny Glistening Clit Clamshell Anti Purses Pussy Lip-zah —
I Am a Writer. Capital Wubbawoo, fool!
I am not a writer. I don write. i don write about nah writing. sheeiittt. they kinky. they kinked out baby!
they strung out on not stringin words together daddy-o. goo goolio. mamacitattatty-O.
they with holding.
they self gag ordering
they a sight gag not Othering. When they could be Othering, hell — you me they Selvvvvs-zah!
They kinky I tell ya! They involved in public acts of self humilation, when they could choose to explore —
u know?
letm be. sex to Self
let be
thas a Be Uls dong right?
Mutha Mary squished on me🎶stringing words together
let be
let be
🎶
there is a song in my heart that is singing all the time and that song can be found in its silences too
hear that silence?
that silence is a beautiful song if only to cuz that song is about you. it is from you.
that silence is for you.
your silence and unsilence
you
°°
Here’s some Edward Middleditch. Unsequenced. Silencing and unsilencing his way through Art. He’s new to me as of today. His stuff is pretty rad. So Modern! In some cases, so Contemporary. Check it out
This one is a dead chicken in a river. So punk. And I like the humor of it. And seriousness And the play between the figurative and pure abstraction. This tension, this play of energies runs thru a lot of his work.
https://m.soundcloud.com/johnadamsabsolutejest/absolute-jest-john-adams
I like these paintings!